Pastaj, n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e diplomimit t\u00eb saj, ajo m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb zarf q\u00eb zbuloi nj\u00eb sekret p\u00ebr baban\u00eb e saj q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri gjakun t\u00eb m\u00eb ngrij\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cPo ha me ne.\u201d<\/p>\n
Djali im 12-vje\u00e7ar nuk k\u00ebrkoi leje. Ai thjesht solli nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cMom, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb Zoe.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ajo q\u00ebndronte pran\u00eb frigoriferit, me nj\u00eb bluz\u00eb t\u00eb madhe edhe pse jasht\u00eb ishte vap\u00eb. K\u00ebpuc\u00ebt e saj ishin t\u00eb mbajtura me shirit ngjit\u00ebs. Dukej sikur donte t\u00eb zhdukej nga turpi.<\/p>\n
Po gatuaja nj\u00eb kilogram mish p\u00ebr taco. Ishte planifikuar p\u00ebr kat\u00ebr persona. Tani ishim pes\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cP\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje Zoe,\u201d thash\u00eb me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje t\u00eb detyruar. \u201cMerr nj\u00eb pjat\u00eb.\u201d<\/p>\n
Gjat\u00eb dark\u00ebs ajo pothuajse nuk foli. Hante shum\u00eb ngadal\u00eb, sikur kishte frik\u00eb t\u00eb mos merrte shum\u00eb. Pi tre gota uj\u00eb nj\u00ebra pas tjetr\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
Kur u largua, shp\u00ebrtheva ndaj djalit tim.<\/p>\n
\u201cNUK MUND T\u00cb SJELL\u00cbSH NJER\u00cbZ T\u00cb PANJOHUR N\u00cb SHT\u00cbPI! NE KEMI VET\u00cbM AQ PARA SA NA MJAFTON P\u00cbR NE!\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMom\u2026 ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e uritur.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLe t\u00eb haj\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj!\u201d<\/p>\n
Ai p\u00ebrplasi dor\u00ebn n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cNuk ka ushqim n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj! Babai i saj punon dy turne n\u00eb magazin\u00eb dhe pastaj Uber gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb paguar faturat e spitalit t\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. Frigoriferi \u00ebsht\u00eb bosh.\u201d<\/p>\n
U shtanga.<\/p>\n
Ai vazhdoi:<\/p>\n
\u201cAjo u rr\u00ebzua sot n\u00eb or\u00ebn e sportit sepse nuk kishte ngr\u00ebn\u00eb. Ajo ha vet\u00ebm drek\u00ebn falas n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb dhe pastaj nuk ha m\u00eb p\u00ebr 24 or\u00eb.\u201d<\/p>\n
M\u00eb pushtoi turpi.<\/p>\n
Un\u00eb po shqet\u00ebsohesha p\u00ebr nj\u00eb kilogram mish.
Ajo po p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb mos humbiste familjen e saj.<\/p>\n
\u201cSille nes\u00ebr p\u00ebrs\u00ebri,\u201d i thash\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7do dit\u00eb?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPo. Derisa t\u00eb them un\u00eb stop.\u201d<\/p>\n
Zoe filloi t\u00eb vinte \u00e7do dit\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Ajo b\u00ebnte detyrat n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn e kuzhin\u00ebs nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb gatuaja. Pastaj hante me ne dhe largohej.<\/p>\n
Ajo kurr\u00eb nuk k\u00ebrkoi asgj\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Thjesht hante.<\/p>\n
Ne nuk flisnim p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. Varf\u00ebria \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb sekret p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin njer\u00ebzit kan\u00eb turp.<\/p>\n
Ne vet\u00ebm vendosnim nj\u00eb pjat\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Tre vite m\u00eb von\u00eb, Zoe q\u00ebndronte n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn ton\u00eb t\u00eb ndenjjes me rrob\u00ebn e diplomimit.<\/p>\n
Ajo ishte nx\u00ebn\u00ebsja m\u00eb e mir\u00eb e shkoll\u00ebs<\/strong> dhe kishte fituar burs\u00eb t\u00eb plot\u00eb p\u00ebr universitet p\u00ebr inxhinieri.<\/p>\n Ajo m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb kartolin\u00eb me nj\u00eb foto t\u00eb saj dhe babait t\u00eb saj.<\/p>\n \u201cE di q\u00eb nuk flisja shum\u00eb,\u201d tha ajo me z\u00eb q\u00eb dridhej. \u201cKisha frik\u00eb se n\u00ebse thosha gj\u00ebn\u00eb e gabuar, do t\u00eb mendonit se jam barr\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb m\u00eb ndalonit t\u00eb vija.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cTi nuk ishe kurr\u00eb barr\u00eb,\u201d i thash\u00eb.<\/p>\n Ajo filloi t\u00eb qante.<\/p>\n \u201cJu m\u00eb ushqyet p\u00ebr m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 800 darka. Nuk gjykuat baban\u00eb tim. Nuk thirr\u00ebt ask\u00ebnd. Vet\u00ebm u siguruat q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb isha mjaftuesh\u00ebm e fort\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb studiuar. Ju na shp\u00ebtuat.\u201d<\/p>\n Edhe un\u00eb fillova t\u00eb qaj.<\/p>\n Un\u00eb nuk shp\u00ebtova ask\u00ebnd. Por ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e mjaftueshme.<\/p>\n Vajza ime tani \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb universitet.<\/p>\n Jav\u00ebn e kaluar m\u00eb telefonoi:<\/p>\n \u201cMom, po sjell nj\u00eb shok p\u00ebr Dit\u00ebn e Fal\u00ebnderimeve. Nuk ka para p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cMir\u00eb,\u201d i thash\u00eb.<\/p>\n \u201cAi ha shum\u00eb.\u201d<\/p>\n Un\u00eb qesha.<\/p>\n \u201cAt\u00ebher\u00eb do blejm\u00eb nj\u00eb gjel m\u00eb t\u00eb madh.\u201d<\/p>\n Shiko mir\u00eb shok\u00ebt e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb tu.<\/p>\n at\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i heshtur<\/p>\n<\/li>\n at\u00eb q\u00eb mban xhup edhe n\u00eb ver\u00eb<\/p>\n<\/li>\n at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk flet kurr\u00eb p\u00ebr dark\u00ebn e mbr\u00ebmshme<\/p>\n<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n Ata nuk k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb hero.<\/p>\n Ata thjesht jan\u00eb t\u00eb uritur<\/strong>.<\/p>\n Vendos nj\u00eb pjat\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb.<\/p>\n Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb nj\u00eb pjat\u00eb sup\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e vetmja gj\u00eb q\u00eb i mban t\u00eb fort\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb vazhduar jet\u00ebn.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Pastaj, n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e diplomimit t\u00eb saj, ajo m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb zarf q\u00eb zbuloi nj\u00eb sekret p\u00ebr baban\u00eb e saj q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri gjakun t\u00eb m\u00eb ngrij\u00eb. Nj\u00eb mysafire e papritur \u201cPo ha me ne.\u201d Djali im 12-vje\u00e7ar nuk k\u00ebrkoi leje. Ai thjesht solli nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb. \u201cMom, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb Zoe.\u201d Ajo q\u00ebndronte pran\u00eb…<\/p>\n
Thjesht gatuaja pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb makarona.
Shtoja pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb uj\u00eb n\u00eb sup\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\nM\u00ebsimi<\/h3>\n
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